Poisoned Wells

Poisoned Wells 

For P.M. (A Teacher of Sorts) 

I am not disappointed.

In the beginning…
We only wanted
To borrow
each other
To dance
in stolen hours
And wallow in our lust
Like children playing
in heaps of new fallen snow

I knew,
one day,
I would trade you in
But I let myself
drown anyway
for the temporary
headiness of your mahogany skin,
the molasses of your eyes,
And the almost wisp of your smile.

But no one ever tells you
how hard it will be
To sever your soul in two
How desolate it feels to be
left behind,
not found,
not yours,
not…anything…
Not even myself

Silent riots
Launch like angry missiles
In my mind
And I am left!
Left
in the wake of our illusions
Left
to gather the pieces
of your mistruths
Left
to rediscover
the me I was
before you

And I wonder…
“Is this what it’s like
to die
on the inside;
to be so far from God
And yet no closer to you?”

 

Thank You, Hair Update, & My Last IPSY Bag

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This is my final IPSY bag. Yes, I canceled.

I received:

-Starlooks Lip Gloss in Guilty Pleasure
-Ecru New York Acacia Protein BB Cream for Hair
-Figs & Rouge Mango Mandarin Hand Cream
-Epice Facial Exfoliant
-Jesse’s Girl Eye Shadow Single in Graphite Frost

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Back to School Makeup Haul

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A few makeup items I picked up for Back to School. Plus, I got a new watch at Fossil. :-)
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IPSY August 2014

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-Urban Decay Perversion Mascara
-Absolute New York Green Apple Lip Balm
-Coastal Scents Forever Blush
-Dr. Brandt Pores No More Primer
-Lord and Berry Eyeliner

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Graze Box June & July 2014

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Use my code to unlock your 1st & 5th delicious, healthier snack boxes free http://www.graze.com/us/p/KG69752NT

In my first box, I received:

-Toffee apple
-Texan corn salsa
-Sour cream and onion cashews
-Triple berry smoothie

In my second box, I received:

-Olive and rosemary bruschetta
-Summer berry flapjack
-Jalapeno fiesta
-Key lime pie

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IPSY July 2014

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IPSY is a $10 per month beauty subscription where you receive a combination of deluxe and full sized makeup, hair care, and skincare items each month.

This month I received:

-Bareminerals Marvelous Moxie Lipstick in Light it Up (Bonus Points Reward)
-Hang Ten SPF 08 Dark Tanning Oil
-Elizabeth Mott Tints & Sass Lip and Cheek Stain in Cherry
-Lavilin Jojoba Skin Soother Gel Cream
-Benefit There’re Real Beyond Mascara
-Bareminerals 5-in-1 BB Advanced Performance Cream Eye Shadow in Divine Wine

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